My heart for you

For you I volunteer to cry
for you i volunteer in pain
cause you one in my heart

You ‘re my endlessly love
Although you have never understood
Will be downright of my love for you

Please baby look at me
don't avert your face for me
My true love just for you

Only you
Just for you
My deeply love just for you…

although you never care
But I’m sure you will
feel my Integrity of my heart one day

I AM NOT YOURS 

When ruination snatch my life 
You stay away from my embrace 
You incise hurt in my liver alcove 
 I feel pain handcuff in my mind 

Nowadays my life returns shine of liver 
My sorrowful which first there now evanescent gone
Now you come try to return giving smile 
Attend for expectation 

Please go away from my world 
After I bury all your shadow 
You which have made I sink hurt 
You come expecting to spatter love

No more room for you anymore 
Because gave me deep hurt in my heart
Let me experience all my day 
Without disappointment memory.

SADNESS LOVE  

You always never care
About my deeply love 
You never give me a chance
To show my true love

If a saw you smile
My going to flare up
Like to be caught in flower rain
And flying free at the rose world

I realize you're not mine
To carrying you in my passion love
And so far away to embrace you
Now I must to swallow all this pain

It's hard to forget your shadow
And erase everything about you
But I must to throw this sad story
I must to pass away with my sufferance

SOUL WHIMPER

at silence handcuff my soul
my heart immerse in weep
i miss someone to hug me
Yearn for embrace of affection

alone experience day
Far from love accompanying me
there's nothing will hear my pain
alone to pass my silence heart

my heart in pain through all life thorn
disappointment thorn which I face
thorn jabing in my life alcove
and love leaving me alone

love which have coloured my life
Love which have touched my heart
Love which have made me laugh
Love which here and now make miserable me

But i must having to experience this fact
although have to the full of weep.
although hurt there must be in my heart 
but i must face although in pain 

SANDNESS WORLD 

They should 
Be happy
But they must
Faced suffer 
They should 
Be laughed 
But they passed
Sad situation
When they can’t
Stop to crying……….??

Sorrowful dance

I'm a ratter 
Dissipated by system of reality 
Stepped on by human being selfish 
And me its victim 

Keep quiet among people laugh 
Like goal weep at the opposite of bliss of them. 
In pain side of they party
And I am only can be speechless

They reach victory
I get drubbing
They unity in love
I drown at the silence.

But I can live
I earn to breathe in air
And I can dance
Although I handcuffed in suffering of my heart

GELAP

Hari-hariku adalah kematian
Hidupku terbelenggu kekecewaan
Terperangkap dalam kekecewaan jiwa
Terpenjara mimpi yang kelam

Melangkah menuju lembah ketidakpastian
Merangkak meraih kebahagiaan batin
Namun kudapati hanyalah rintihan
Nyawaku terasa tak mempunyai arti

Hidup bagai sebuah neraka 
Membakar hidup dalam jutaan problema
Dimanakah tawa – tawa surgawi
Menghibur segala duka di dalam hati

Haruskah ku mati membawa duka ini
Kea lam yang tak pernah kumengerti
Ataukah kematian hanyalah sebuah jawaban yang sia-sia
Dari segala yang telah kuraih selama ini

Dimanakah terang itu bersemayam
Tak dapatkah ia menghampiriku
Melepaskan segala duka nestapaku
Meraih aku dari segala keterpurukan hidupku


PUISI CINTA

Oh kekasihku
Kaulah pelita yangb menerangi relung hatiku
Pelipur lara kesedihanku
Sukacita dalam batinku
Bunga dalam kehidupanku

Oh kekasihku
Kaulah tempat aku bersimpuh
Kaulah dermaga hatiku berlabuh
Berat hidupku tanpamu kutempuh
Jangan pernah dirimu jauh

Oh kekasihku
Genggam aku dengan hasratmu
Biarkan aku dalam buaian aura cintamu
Belailah aku dengan hangat sentuhmu
Rengkuh aku dalam dekapan kasihmu


AKU BUKAN PELACUR

Aku punya harga diri
Walau terinjak oleh tirani
Tersungkurdi kaki sang penguasa 
Yang serakah meraup harta
Menindas kebahagiaan kaum yang lemah

Aku punya harga diri
Tak akan kujilat air liurnya
Enggan hati mangais belas kasih jarahannya
Walau tersiksa
Walau teraniaya

Aku punya harga diri
Bukan seorang pelacur murahan
Yang dinikmati siang dan malam
Untuk meraih segala mimipi duniawinya
Walau harus menutup mata hatinya dari semua tumpukan dosa


MATA HATI

Mata hati dapat mendengar
Suara rintihan dalam jiwa
Yang menagis terbelenggu nestapa
Tersayat lirih terdengar di kedalaman hati

Ia merasakan
Ia Tertoreh

Melihat ketidak adilan
Melihat ketidak jujuran
Melihat luka penyiksaan
Melihat duka kematian
Melihat tangis penindasan

Mata hati adalah sebuah tatapan jiwa
Tertanam dalam lubuk hati setiap manusia
Yang mempunyai nurani
Menatap setiap aspek kehidupan dunia
Tak pernah mati , tak pernah berhenti….


PUISI UNTUKMU

Oh dinda
Rengkuh cintaku dalam samuderamu
Buailah aku dalam ombak asmaramu
Peluk aku dengan kehangatan rindumu

Rona merah mentari di ufuk timur
Bagai lukisan siluet bayang cantikmu
Senyummu merasuk sukmaku
Bagai lembayung di relung hatiku

Dinda jangan biarkan hidupku
Mengembara di kesunyian hari
Tanpa hangatmu
Tanpa dekapan rindumu

I”LL STAY BESIDES YOU

I let you cry beside me
Someone who always you hate
You ever hurt
But now I’m here with you
Stay to hear your disappointment

You never realize about me
About all flower I ever send to you
About all letter I ever write you
But you just don't care all about that

But now I’m still here
To hear all your sadness
Your broken heart with your handsome lover
I'll stay with you

Please cry honey
Throw all your pain
Although you never care with my pain
My suffering heart broken
My hopelessness love

Please forget everything that makes you sad
Don't kept your anger
I'll be patience to waiting
I 'all stay with each our pain.....tony vialy

I AM NOT YOUR'S

When ruination snatch my life 
You stay away from my embrace 
You incise hurt in my liver alcove 
I feel pain handcuff in my mind 

Nowadays my life returns shine of liver 
My sorrowful which first there now evanescent gone
Now you come try to return giving smile 
Attend for expectation 

Please go away from my world 
After I bury all your shadow 
You which have made I sink hurt 
You come expecting to spatter love

No more room for you anymore 
Because gave me deep hurt in my heart
Let me experience all my day 
Without disappointment memory.

Laugh at the opposite of grief
 
I laugh but my heart in pain 
I laugh my mind weep 
I laugh at the opposite of misery 
I laugh in a wall suffer

No one understand about my pain
No one care about my broken
No one get to know about my deeply heart
No one give me embrace affection

Where I can get some one to know me
Where I can leave all my sad
Where I can throw away my suffer
Where……, I just can be kept quiet 

With you  

You give me smile longing
Miss to always close to you 
Miss to kiss your lip 
Miss to inhale your body aroma.

In moment with you 
Like residing in among flowerbed
Be one with beauty and its fragrance
And we making love in the middle of that beauty 

Let our love beautiful darling
Don’t let our love disappear
Because only you one in my heart
Only with you there is quietness in my soul

A LAST INTIMACY
 
Alone at the night train
Waiting my lovely girlfriend
After two year she disappear
And she call me and want to meet me at the night train

I’m waiting her with my patience
Because I realy wabt to meet her
I’m so missing her
And I realy want see her

Now it’s two hour past but she’s not come
I realy woried about her
And I saw her walkin to me
With her desire smile

She hold and we embraced
She’s kiss me with her missing
She cries and regret about why she’s leaving me
She told me everything 

Ahe cried to explain about the truth
About her cancer ailing
She’s leaving me with that reason
And she’s can’t make me sad about that

I’ll try to be hardiness
But I can’t stand to pretend,I cried
Cried to except that destiny
Cried to disappearance her forever

I ‘ve just can to hugged her
With my bleeding to lose her
Cause she’s my lasting love
With my last warmly love to see and touch her

Laugh at the opposite of grief
 
I laugh but my heart in pain 
I laugh my mind weep 
I laugh at the opposite of misery 
I laugh in a wall suffer

No one understand about my pain
No one care about my broken
No one get to know about my deeply heart
No one give me an embrace affection

Where I can get some one to know me
Where I can leave all my sad
Where I can throw away my suffer
Where……, I just can be kept quiet 

my poem 2

SORROWFUL LOVE

I send you a flower 
try to inspire your heart
Try to make you understand 
my liver will which in loving you.

i hope you know about my heart
so deep in loving you
Cause you're my dream
which during the time i wait.

but you make me sorrowful
you deliver me that flower again. 
That sign you're not like me
that just make me hurt

I just can silence
Silence in my broken heart
looking that flower which wilting
wilting like disappointment of my heart

PLEASE GIVE ME YOUR SMILE    by.tony vialy

Please leave me

To get your dream

I 'dont want to see you regret

To get a happynes living

 

I can't stand to see you hopeless

To swallowed all your dream

With all your ambition to get a good future

And all your wish

 

I don't wanna see you regret

Living in my short live

With all my suffering dying

And my emptyness way

 

Please honey don't be sad

i just want to see your dream

To reach all you want without me

That make me have a calmness end

 

Forgive me to make you sad

To pass over your live without me

I just one thing I want you show to me

Honey , please give me your smile......

SOUL WHIMPER by .tony vialy
   
at silence handcuff my soul
my heart immerse in weep
I miss someone to hug me
Yearn for embrace of affection

alone experience day
Far from love accompanying me
there's nothing will hear my pain
alone to pass my silence heart

my heart in pain through all life thorn
disappointment thorn which I face
thorn jabbing in my life alcove
and love leaving me alone

love which have colored my life
Love which have touched my heart
Love which have made me laugh
Love which here and now make miserable me

But I must having to experience this fact
although have to the full of weep.
although hurt there must be in my heart 
but I must face although in pain 

With you by. Tony vialy

You give me smile longing
Miss to always close to you 
Miss to kiss your lip 
Miss to inhale your body aroma.

In moment with you 
Like residing in among flowerbed
Be one with beauty and its fragrance
And we making love in the middle of that beauty 

Let our love beautiful darling
Don’t let our love disappear
Because only you one in my heart
Only with you there is quietness in my soul

by tony viAly

at 6.15 am

You come after long disappear.
after i can bury all your shadow
For what you try come again to me
you come only opening last hurt

now you come only saying forgiveness
which during the time save into yor heart 
Why you're not just forget about me
and just go away with your new love live

you tell to regret why you leavin me
And you never can forget me at your memory
But why you leave me being alone
you leave me a deep hurt in my liver

They're laughed happily
They get a cheerfullness
But i was born in sufferings
And i want to feel a cheerfull

Could i...????

busung lapar visctims at Kalimantan

MY POEM

POWER LOVE FROM A CRY           By: TONY VIALY

I’m bored with all her promise
Passing through an emptiness love 
She always to deny her promise
And feel to be a second priority

Try to call you every day
To give attention for her
But always hear a voice mail 
I don’t want to pick up, I’m still broken

I wrote a letter to finish our love relation
And forget all about me
After finished to write that painfully letter
I put that letter above your apartment door.

Alone and uninspired night.
She’s call me
And I don’t want to pick up the phone.
I don’t want to think about you anymore.

At the sunshine’s come to start a new day
She came and knock my door.
Open my door and I saw her cry.
She cry to get forgiveness from me

She hugged me with her missed
I just can be silent to hear all your explanation
But her cry pulverize my angry wall
I can stand to see her cry

I just can to forgive her
And give her a chance to start a new part
Cause I realize too
I can’t live without her