I AM NOT YOUR'S

When ruination snatch my life 
You stay away from my embrace 
You incise hurt in my liver alcove 
I feel pain handcuff in my mind 

Nowadays my life returns shine of liver 
My sorrowful which first there now evanescent gone
Now you come try to return giving smile 
Attend for expectation 

Please go away from my world 
After I bury all your shadow 
You which have made I sink hurt 
You come expecting to spatter love

No more room for you anymore 
Because gave me deep hurt in my heart
Let me experience all my day 
Without disappointment memory.

Laugh at the opposite of grief
 
I laugh but my heart in pain 
I laugh my mind weep 
I laugh at the opposite of misery 
I laugh in a wall suffer

No one understand about my pain
No one care about my broken
No one get to know about my deeply heart
No one give me embrace affection

Where I can get some one to know me
Where I can leave all my sad
Where I can throw away my suffer
Where……, I just can be kept quiet 

With you  

You give me smile longing
Miss to always close to you 
Miss to kiss your lip 
Miss to inhale your body aroma.

In moment with you 
Like residing in among flowerbed
Be one with beauty and its fragrance
And we making love in the middle of that beauty 

Let our love beautiful darling
Don’t let our love disappear
Because only you one in my heart
Only with you there is quietness in my soul

A LAST INTIMACY
 
Alone at the night train
Waiting my lovely girlfriend
After two year she disappear
And she call me and want to meet me at the night train

I’m waiting her with my patience
Because I realy wabt to meet her
I’m so missing her
And I realy want see her

Now it’s two hour past but she’s not come
I realy woried about her
And I saw her walkin to me
With her desire smile

She hold and we embraced
She’s kiss me with her missing
She cries and regret about why she’s leaving me
She told me everything 

Ahe cried to explain about the truth
About her cancer ailing
She’s leaving me with that reason
And she’s can’t make me sad about that

I’ll try to be hardiness
But I can’t stand to pretend,I cried
Cried to except that destiny
Cried to disappearance her forever

I ‘ve just can to hugged her
With my bleeding to lose her
Cause she’s my lasting love
With my last warmly love to see and touch her

Laugh at the opposite of grief
 
I laugh but my heart in pain 
I laugh my mind weep 
I laugh at the opposite of misery 
I laugh in a wall suffer

No one understand about my pain
No one care about my broken
No one get to know about my deeply heart
No one give me an embrace affection

Where I can get some one to know me
Where I can leave all my sad
Where I can throw away my suffer
Where……, I just can be kept quiet 

my poem 2

SORROWFUL LOVE

I send you a flower 
try to inspire your heart
Try to make you understand 
my liver will which in loving you.

i hope you know about my heart
so deep in loving you
Cause you're my dream
which during the time i wait.

but you make me sorrowful
you deliver me that flower again. 
That sign you're not like me
that just make me hurt

I just can silence
Silence in my broken heart
looking that flower which wilting
wilting like disappointment of my heart