A LAST INTIMACY
 
Alone at the night train
Waiting my lovely girlfriend
After two year she disappear
And she call me and want to meet me at the night train

I’m waiting her with my patience
Because I realy wabt to meet her
I’m so missing her
And I realy want see her

Now it’s two hour past but she’s not come
I realy woried about her
And I saw her walkin to me
With her desire smile

She hold and we embraced
She’s kiss me with her missing
She cries and regret about why she’s leaving me
She told me everything 

Ahe cried to explain about the truth
About her cancer ailing
She’s leaving me with that reason
And she’s can’t make me sad about that

I’ll try to be hardiness
But I can’t stand to pretend,I cried
Cried to except that destiny
Cried to disappearance her forever

I ‘ve just can to hugged her
With my bleeding to lose her
Cause she’s my lasting love
With my last warmly love to see and touch her

Laugh at the opposite of grief
 
I laugh but my heart in pain 
I laugh my mind weep 
I laugh at the opposite of misery 
I laugh in a wall suffer

No one understand about my pain
No one care about my broken
No one get to know about my deeply heart
No one give me an embrace affection

Where I can get some one to know me
Where I can leave all my sad
Where I can throw away my suffer
Where……, I just can be kept quiet 

my poem 2

SORROWFUL LOVE

I send you a flower 
try to inspire your heart
Try to make you understand 
my liver will which in loving you.

i hope you know about my heart
so deep in loving you
Cause you're my dream
which during the time i wait.

but you make me sorrowful
you deliver me that flower again. 
That sign you're not like me
that just make me hurt

I just can silence
Silence in my broken heart
looking that flower which wilting
wilting like disappointment of my heart

PLEASE GIVE ME YOUR SMILE    by.tony vialy

Please leave me

To get your dream

I 'dont want to see you regret

To get a happynes living

 

I can't stand to see you hopeless

To swallowed all your dream

With all your ambition to get a good future

And all your wish

 

I don't wanna see you regret

Living in my short live

With all my suffering dying

And my emptyness way

 

Please honey don't be sad

i just want to see your dream

To reach all you want without me

That make me have a calmness end

 

Forgive me to make you sad

To pass over your live without me

I just one thing I want you show to me

Honey , please give me your smile......

SOUL WHIMPER by .tony vialy
   
at silence handcuff my soul
my heart immerse in weep
I miss someone to hug me
Yearn for embrace of affection

alone experience day
Far from love accompanying me
there's nothing will hear my pain
alone to pass my silence heart

my heart in pain through all life thorn
disappointment thorn which I face
thorn jabbing in my life alcove
and love leaving me alone

love which have colored my life
Love which have touched my heart
Love which have made me laugh
Love which here and now make miserable me

But I must having to experience this fact
although have to the full of weep.
although hurt there must be in my heart 
but I must face although in pain 

With you by. Tony vialy

You give me smile longing
Miss to always close to you 
Miss to kiss your lip 
Miss to inhale your body aroma.

In moment with you 
Like residing in among flowerbed
Be one with beauty and its fragrance
And we making love in the middle of that beauty 

Let our love beautiful darling
Don’t let our love disappear
Because only you one in my heart
Only with you there is quietness in my soul

by tony viAly

at 6.15 am

You come after long disappear.
after i can bury all your shadow
For what you try come again to me
you come only opening last hurt

now you come only saying forgiveness
which during the time save into yor heart 
Why you're not just forget about me
and just go away with your new love live

you tell to regret why you leavin me
And you never can forget me at your memory
But why you leave me being alone
you leave me a deep hurt in my liver

They're laughed happily
They get a cheerfullness
But i was born in sufferings
And i want to feel a cheerfull

Could i...????

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